Using Characters

Like a masquerade

 Hazey days

Plagued By desire

Wanna set my world on fire

my desire on fire

take me higher 

take me higher

Take me away

Give me a break 

I’ve gone insane

I’ve gone insane

Take me away

Give me a break 

I’ve gone insane

I’ve gone insane

going , going , going

Insane

Lost in the crystalline scene

So much desire

I don’t want you’re

Ketamine 

You’re so stupid

All you do is drink lean

Take take take me away

Give me a break 

I’ve gone insane

I’ve gone insane

Take me away

Give me a break 

I’ve gone insane

I’ve gone insane

Take me away

Give me a break 

I’ve gone insane

I’ve gone insane

i’ve gone insane

i’ve gone

going , going , going

Insane

I know I said I wasn’t a nihilist 

I guess I’m just too much of a hypocrite cause

There’s just no point

There’s just no point

There’s just no point

no

There’s just no point

There’s just no point

There’s just no point

no point

no point

Only 24 k

I’m checking my weight 

Okay 

You want to live off my fame

You want everything 

Okay

I’m not okay

I’m not okay 

Get away from my face 

Leave me alone

Leave me alone

Everywhere is all the same

Picture frames

Disturb my brain

You make insane

You won’t let on the balcony 

You won’t let me on the streets

You won’t let me feed my destiny

I’m not okay

I’m not okay 

Get away from my face 

Leave me alone

Leave me alone

The world crumbling down

I wanna make a sound

You say you’ll me proud

But I don’t think so now

You have to grow up

I’m not okay

I’m not okay 

Get away from my face 

Leave me alone

Leave me alone

Let me come home 

Let me come home

Alone

I lost the footage

Of all the memories 

recorded

I lost a bunch of other things

They all want me to fit a mold

But I can’t fill the lines

As they go go go

I know I am dreamer

But they listen to me

They let it go go go

I’ve always been

I’ve been an under achiever

But I can’t let go

Of the fact

That I am gonna to die

Doing this

and I don’t want it all to go ruins

And I know 

I get better by the day by the second

And your still Standing on the route that’s not really for you

Just a pretty face

Controlled by pretty words

And I drown myself in whisky 

And picture a day that’s clear

oh how am I still standing here?

You’ve been waiting

For the bud to bloom

I know I showed up too soon

I’ve been waiting for it

The moment 

Those moments promised

Switchblade in the pocket of my jacket

Switchblade in the pocket of my jacket

Switchblade in the pocket of my jacket

Switchblade in the pocket of my jacket

Read my Diary

Like it’s a bible 

we have been here for a while 

I noticed the books you read

There’s nothing you can hide from me

and you know there’s a

Switchblade in the pocket of my jacket

Switchblade in the pocket of my jacket

Switchblade in the pocket of my jacket

Switchblade in the pocket of my jacket

I know you

you know me

from another life

your golden and passive

and aggressive sometimes 

Our impurities have drowned us

we were once delicate flowers

shinning stars

I love it when your head rests on my shoulder

hand on the steering wheel

we drive on by

further and further 

running away

so we can make the most of our time 

And I’m still the girl with the switchblade 

And I’m still the girl with the switchblade

 Switchblade in the pocket of my jacket

Switchblade in the pocket of my jacket

Switchblade in the pocket of my jacket

Switchblade in the pocket of my jacket

You’ve been waiting

For the bud to bloom

I know I showed up too soon

I’ve been waiting for it

The moment 

Those moments promised

Will you surrender

I hear the voices whispering to me

Remember December 

When I told you it was over 

Oh Remember December 

When I told you it was over 

And I never wanted to loose you 

no

if you don’t surrender

It will all come crashing down

And it will 

Oh

Remember December 

When I told you it was over 

Because I never wanted to hurt you

It sometimes feels like a whole

But I’ve got to keep on walking 

It’s hard to walk the path that I walk

It’s hard to be alone

But i’m always on my own

Oh

Remember December 

When I told you it was over 

And I never wanted to loose you

I still think of you 

When I hear the songs I listen too

Oh I just want to scream

it’s just so fucking scary

But your the missing piece of my puzzle 

And you live in your bubble

And I live in mine

sometimes I find a way to call you

When I feel like dying

But you don’t pick up the phone

I understand 

I understand 

I love too much

And that’s an issue

I love too much bring me a tissue

 and i’m always fucking up cause I got issues

I love too much 

I love too much

Baby yeah 

I’m tired i’m tired

Of waiting on you

I’m tired i’m tired

your just making me blue

I’m tired i’m tired

That’s why I wrote this for you

I love too much

And that’s an issue

I love too much bring me a tissue and i’m always fucking up cause I got issues

I love too much 

I love too much

Baby yeah 

i’m tired i’m tired

I can’t leave my bed

i’m tired i’m tired

get the fuck out of my head

i’m tired i’m tired

i’m just too fucking sad

and i’m the one to blame

I made you walk away like that

don’t even think

you didn’t mess head

I don’t even know what’s truth anymore 

I don’t even know if this love was meant to be

i’m always falling down the rabbit hole 

my fantasy 

Coincidence 

I guess not

One and only friend

From the start 

I never wanted to stop

But I got bored half of the way 

I never wanted to stop

But my imagination has got me insane

I’ve got a horse 

He’s got wings

I’m not gonna stop

You can’t stop me

Cause I’m a survivor 

I don’t take advice from anyone 

I’m a survivor 

I don’t take advice from anyone 

no no no no no

I used to be scared

(i’m scared)

I used to think there was no other way

I found today

I found today

I found a way

And i’m a goddess

so you worship me

Cause I’m a survivor

I don’t take advice 

From anyone 

I’m a survivor

I sacrifice my time

To be the one 

I dream to be

the one I dream

hey boy

pretty boy

yeah

hey boy

pretty boy

I think I told you to come over

silly boy

But you like being a p*ssy

don’t you

And that doesn’t look good on you

 that doesn’t look good

no no 

that doesn’t look good

pretty boy

silly boy

pretty boy 

silly boy

no no no

that doesn’t look good

no I don’t look good

silly boy

No, I don’t look good

I’ve got a horse

He’s got wings

i’m not gonna stop

You can’t touch me

I’m a survivor 

I don’t take advice from anyone 

I sacrifice my time

sacrificing my time

 to be the one 

I dream to be

Go manifest b*tch

pretty girl in the side of road

they don’t get you 

no no no no no

they don’t get you 

no no

they don’t get you 

no no

pretty girl

so alone in this world

they don’t get you 

no no

they don’t get you 

no no

but they still wanna pay you

they still want to come to your shows

they still want to stand in the front row

pretty girl in the side of road

they don’t get you 

no no no no no

they don’t get you 

no no

they don’t get you 

no no

but they still wanna buy you drugs

they wanna show you love

what they think is love

but they don’t know 

no no no no

pretty girl in the side of road

they don’t get you 

no no no no no

they don’t get you 

no no

they don’t get you 

no no

she sold her soul to the rock and roll

when she was just 7 years old

she knew what she was getting into

now she’s just waiting for the green light

so she can go go go

pretty girl in the side of road

they don’t get you 

no no no no no

they don’t get you 

no no

they don’t get you 

no no

Comforted by the unknown

No one to tell

No rings

No bells

Under the moonlights spells

The angels sang

and I could tell

i’ve waisted so much time

not knowing what to do with my life

i’ve waisted so much time 

paying up for your crimes

i’ve waisted so much time

i’ve waisted too much time

i’ve waisted so much time

i’ve waisted too much time

the eyes see what they see

I know what I dream

your still with her

but your thinking of me

drama

fantasy 

floating away in a stream of

agony 

misery

i’ve waisted so much time

not knowing what to do with my life

i’ve waisted so much time 

paying up for your crimes

i’ve waisted so much time

i’ve waisted too much time

i’ve waisted so much time

i’ve waisted too much time

Loving hurts 

it hurts just enough 

making profit

so you can prophet

now there you go

lies spread

and taken apart

like her lady parts

i’ve waisted so much time

not knowing what to do with my life

i’ve waisted so much time 

paying up for your crimes

i’ve waisted so much time

i’ve waisted too much time

i’ve waisted so much time

i’ve waisted too much time

I guess this is the end

Unprocessed memories 

Down the river bend

Coked out

I turned psycho again

Sorry I Was mean to your friends

oh oh oh oh oh 

yeah

Goodbye I’ll never see you again

Good Lies we told ourselves again

Unprocessed memories down the elevator shaft

Oh oh oh oh

Oh oh oh oh

yeah

I guess this was a sign from the divine

Cause if we stayed together 

We would have died

In a car crash

Or Maybe I would have Shoot you in our hotel room

Uh uh uh oh oh yeah

Goodbye I’ll never see you again

good lies I’d like to be your best friend

The guys were nice but then If I have stayed would I be the person I am 

Okay flash back to when you were in my life 

I Loaded your car with shit

You were just trying to be nice 

You were always so nice

Goodbye I’ve never see you again

Good Lies we told ourselves again

Unprocessed memories in the train tracks

Oh oh oh oh

yeah

He were just a baby

When he left

In my arms

I felt his last breath 

I was just a baby

When you left

I was so alone

No one in my home

Oh uh oh

I was just a baby

Alone in the sidewalk 

I tried to get to you

I tried to get your attention 

I was so alone

No one in my home

Oh uh oh

Picture a perfect world 

I’m living In my wonderland

Why did you have to take advantage of that

Motherfucker

Oh uh oh

I was just a baby 

When I felt his last breath 

Broken faucet of my heart

I’m delirious 

Delivering

What i thought I was

That really just didn’t align 

I’m still getting over it 

Recovering energy from the bullet

That wasn’t intentional 

Oooh painful soul

Oooh painful soul

Desperately trying to fit into the little box that I thought you were

It wasn’t enough 

It wasn’t love

It wasn’t intentional 

Unconscious 

Fantasy shattered 

Like my favorite tea cup

And the statue

My mirage

I just didn’t take care of.

Oooh painful soul

Oooh painful soul

It’s just so damn pathetic 

The way you wear you thoughts like that

I wish I could just stay in heaven 

But things just don’t end up like that

I wish I could exist with you

But every funny thing 

Has a tragic end

Isn’t that a tragedy then 

Oooh painful soul

Oooh painful soul

Diving deep into your eyes of light

 Traveling through all of these dimensions 

Magnificat 

Is your presense in me

Everything goes quiet

What my eyes can see

What my hands can feel

So close

So close

Chemistry 

Everything that comes from us

I’m so nice

I’m so exaggerated 

It makes you mad

It makes me believe 

I give in

I’m delirious 

What my eyes can see

What my hands can feel

So close

So close

I’m a forecefield

In middle of everybody’s battle

I don’t know how

But i’ll find a way

To make a better day for them

Removing the cobwebs around

connections 

Connectivities that are deceiving and spiteful

Makes me sick

Makes my heart yearn for something more 

Something cleaner

Everybody’s hopeless 

But I am hopeful

Catching a breath 

Opening my mind 

To new mindset

It’s a long road 

A long way to go

Finding myself a new perspective

A new kinda sea to swim in

Everybody’s hopeless 

But I am hopeful

Catching my breath 

Opening my mind 

To new mindset

I wish I had space 

I need to breath in

I can’t see with everything that’s inside me

I can’t out out here

Is so hard to sleep with everything that lives inside of me 

I wish I could leave

I wish I could leave

Why do I feel so alone

Why do I feel so alone

I wish I could end it all

it all

But I believe there something out there for me

Stardust in pixel form

I turned cold

As my heart craved warmth

A hot shower drips over my head

That’s all I had to keep me safe and sound

Why was high all this time

Am I on my way to the final destination 

No one’s gotta tell what to do

Get your thinking on 

You fool

Those people are rats

They suck the life out you

Don’t let the influence in

your not less than anyone you see

Through the glowing screen

Makes me wanna toss my phone out the window 

Stunted growth

Nails plucked out like their potential 

Hear me out

Down and deep

Make their ears bleed

We toss and we turn

We live and we learn

Life is a journey you

A point of no return

Distant and deviant

Closer and anew

Manipulating energy 

Spinning through you

Hear me out

Down and deep

Make their ears bleed

Hear me out

Down and deep

Make their ears bleed

I wanna see them crying blood

Tortured in their misery 

Hear me out

Down and deep

Make their ears bleed

I wanna see them crying blood

Tortured in their misery 

Misery

Misery

Misery